It's been a long time since my last post. I almost forgot i had a blog. But suddenly i had the urge to write, we'll see what I'll end up writing.

A lot has happened since then: my JVP year is over, went on the GMA(Great Mindanao Adventure, according to Joey), met new friends, studied for the Board Exam(first time I really studied, i visited the library for a few days then decided it was WAY better to study in starbucks katipunan, thanks to all our, ummm.... according to dax "inspirations"), took and passed the Board Exam (engineer na ako!!!!!!).
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I texted Jon, a week ago "I had an epiphany/revelation regarding her... kwento ko next time na uminom tayo."

Epiphany/Revelation: I can't seriously pursue or go out with a girl unless I have resolved/moved on from THE GIRL.

THE GIRL: Knew HER since college, I wouldn't want to call it love at first sight, but it's almost the same. When I first met HER, SHE had a boyfriend then. Several boyfriends after, I still haven't said anything(sa kanya lang ako nattorpe...). Sabi sa akin ni yayie, "ang dami dami mo ngang chicks, sa kanya ka pa rin babalik" Yup, yayie was so right....

MOVING ON: Since I wanted to resolve/move on, I decided to tell her.

WHAT HAPPENED: We went out, she had some free time so we decided to meet up. So there we were, catching up, nag-aasaran, when she told me she just entered a relationship. Well, that's life for you. Of course, i felt bad, REALLY BAD... I ended up not telling anything I wanted to tell her. This is the second time it happened... The first time was when i was about to leave for my JVP area, back then she found someone she was "willing to spend the rest of her life with". After we parted i texted Jon, "every time i gathered enough courage to tell her di natutuloy, dahil meron na sya..."

That's life...

Kaya pala ako nagsulat... bitter...

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I seem to be spending so much on books after my board exam. I bought the hard bound copy of Knife of Dreams by Robert Jordan, the 11th book of the wheel of time series and Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami. Finished those two already, started reading Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami. Haven't started reading yet short stories collection of Kafka and Kipling.

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Next time na ulit. ;-)